Thursday, September 18, 2008
Something I Found
16:41
I laughed, I joked and choke away tears
For its much darker as I always feared
As what others may seem to see
Is not what's truly to be
There's just too much as I take them in
Leaving them in a place unseen
Much to much for my weary mind
Oh I try to just get by
I try and oh I try, yet I wonder why
There seems so much within
Wanting to come out, trying to
Trying to
Make a statement in anger
And pain
For not I will go insane
For hate and regret have been bottled up
Alongside all the other stuff
Stuff that I try to stay away
But no they have float up in my mind
Like a hedgehog people can't get near
Hurting others is something I fear
For when it comes uncontrolled, long denied
It's not a pretty sight
I try and oh I try, yet I wonder why
There seems so much within
Wanting to come out, trying to
Trying to
Make a statement in anger
And pain
For not I will go insane
I've tried so hard to get rid of these feelings and be stronger
Yet all I get is wronger, day by day, it's just too much
For one person to hold within, to even let it out
I tried yes I tried, to hold my anger
But there's just too much within
Wanting to come out, trying to
Trying to
Make a statement in anger
And pain
For not I will go insane
And when I do
I will be your bane....